Hello World (2)

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Hellooo, it’s been a while since the last time I wrote here. I don’t know, when I read my english diary again, it feels awkward lol. The thing is I wrote mostly when I sad that time. I’d like to write again to practice my english.

So, what I concern now is about apocalypse things. Just a little bit thoughts in my head. I really really enjoyed watch Dark Netflix series, it was one of my favorite series. But when I read a book called Homo Deus long time ago, I don’t know man. It’s kinda scary even I didn’t read it fully yet haha. Oh, another thing is Cosmos: A Possible Worlds (didn’t know if I wrote the title correctly). That was cool, but I didn’t watch full yet. I’ll finish later. Then I always wonder, when did this everything like human & technology (will/would?) going to end. I really do want to learn/studying about AI because sometimes I think it is one of greatest invention, and sometimes I think I will learn to avoid an AI takeover lol like Elon Musk and others warned about. Damn but that thing kinda make me got an headache hahaha.

All this apocalypse thing, Ahh nothing, forget about it. I think I should focus on the other field/thing before. I failed on a field before, I feels like an failure but yeah it was a great experience for me so yeah I’ll moving forward and do other field like design & programming. I hope it running smoothly 🙂 oh yea also I watch Iman Usman on Merry Riana channel, they talk about start-up thing. I think Iman is a great person and one of my inspiration, gotta read his book. So yeah this is for today, good afternoon everyone!

The Longest 5 Months in My Life

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A lot of things happened in 2019. I don’t know. I found friendship, people, break up, and more broken family. But then I also found hope, that will make me free from fear and nightmares.

Goodbye for the person that ever loved me and I ever loved. It’s a very long long long story.

And see you all my new best friends. Being close in just a couple months is a good things, I hope I will found more people like you all. Lol the funny thing is that our college is not good as our expected. But also lot of things we can get. I can’t focus recently in college, I don’t care and got red and bad grades. We laughed at it and then they know my decision. One of my best friends looking a little that he will miss me. Thank you and glad to see and hear that. Someday I’ll be back, brother. Doing business and fighting together. But now I’ll do with the other way, or maybe I’ll wouldn’t back in a short time.

See you all. I’m coming the old home. Again with my broken family. Some problems is solved and done, but some not. Not yet. They go for a week, so I’m alone here. What it feels like here, I message my old friends here, but they all still busy with their work. Whereas I thought I could playing multiplayer games like we do in old days. Anyway this is long holiday. I read a new book last night and fall asleep. Even tough I sleep with not good health and mental condition, but when I woke up I feel like something peace, something nostalgic and good old days here. Like I when was teenager living here, that time I’m so normal, fresh, and happy, without feeling of fear and anxiety. Thanks God for this good morning.

 

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So finally I decided to go to a new world. Still finding my way and goal. I don’t know, everything is scary because I’m alone. But, I already get used to be left. See you… I miss you all.